Baby

You have just told me something that hurt me so much.

Do you realize every time when you say?

Do you know how painful my heart is every time you say?

Do you know how much I love and care about you?

Try to think back...

Every time we argue, we always get back easily.

But do you ever think that why we argue?

Izit my false or yours?

Well, most of the time I will say "sorry" first.

But sometime do you realize that actually is your false but the one who said "sorry" was ME.

Like what I had said, we got our own thinking..

Maybe you think that what you just did was right.

Well, same to me.. I might think that I am right.

But have you realize that most of the time I will admit is my false?

I can't always do that, because I want you to know and understand how the situation is.

I love you so much so that I concern about you and I want you to know that actually my love towards you is stronger than your love to me.

Yet every time you tell me you can't even feel my love. :')

Now, can you feel how painful my heart is? By listening to you saying that..

Huh, how much loves I gave up to you and in the end I end up like this!

My heart pain like HELL.

I didn't compare you to other girls but seriously I like simple LOVE like other couples do.

Do you understand?

I scare when I advice you try to be like the other girl then you will think that I always compare you with other girls.

I just need a Love- A simple LOVE. :') baby

And this is the message I just got from you:

"Ok, fine. Since we are from different channels, let's break up.

No point bring together anymore.

U ignore all my calls, then I also think that I not so important to you too.

If you love me you won't hurt me too.

I decided to break up not because of what you said just now is because you din pick up my call."

This is what I got? :') how many times I want to tear by blogging all of this and how many times I want to shout towards the sea? Is love so difficult for us?

When you called me that time, I was blogging.

And All I Want To Tell You Is "I still love you". Maybe other people think that I am stupid but I won't give up on you. Because I really do love you, baby.

Do you know every time friends asked me to go out but I didn't choose to go out. You know why?

Is because I scare I will LOST YOU, baby. You told me that you got heart attack and I listen to you. The reason is just I don't wanna hurt you and make you sad so that your heart will be fine.

Am I stupid, baby? :')

I know you called me so many times already baby :) but I don't wanna pick up cuz I am busy blogging. Call me when you finish reading my post, ok ;') I LOVE YOU!