I am sorry

"you can't stand, no one ask u to stand"

This is the most hurtful word that I heard from you.

You told me I am childish, you told me I am selfish and you told me that I am sensitive.

Do you ever think why?

First, I admit I am childish but it's because I try to make life easier and happier. If everything is

serious ,then relationship will get bored. Maybe this is what I think but to you, I know you always

want a mature boyfriend. I didn't say I can't be mature, it's depends on me. If I want to do

something, NOTHING can block me. Now I'm just 21, please let me be whatever I want to be. When

I grows up, I can't act like a kid anymore, right?

Second, I believed every boyfriend in this world is selfish to their girlfriend. If they don't, then they

probably not that love their girlfriend. Think about it.

Third, sensitive is my weakness. I have to admit it. I know sometimes I'm easily get angry, jealous

and sad, but it's all because I LOVE YOU. If I don't love you then why should I care about you, why

should I worry that much, why should I ask this and that, why should I.. ? At the beginning of our

relationship, you also take control of everything but did I ever get mad of it? No, because I know

our relationship not that strong at that time. I just want to tell you I'm just worry about you. Even

though you are older than me, in my eyes, you're always my little baby girl.

And one more thing, I not don't trust you, I'm just asking. So, just answer my question then everything

is fine. What I need is a girl who can listen to me and support me EVERYTHING I DO. you can

try to advice me but not argue with me. Do you know when we are fighting, you acting like a boy,

that's the only thing that I HATED the most.

Just like what I said "time won't wait for people, when we miss something then we will regret

forever". I did something that I couldn't forgive myself before and I am sorry. I just hope that you can

forgive me. Do remember this word - APPRECIATE everything you have.

At last, I hope our loves won't fail and we will hold each other's hands walk into the church and

I will LOVE YOU FOREVER, MICHELLE LAU SZE LING :)