Louis Vincent

Again..

2011-11-29T05:49:00.000-08:00

It seems useless for you. Like seriously, I'm tired of this.

I just hope one day, we can talk nicely without argument exist.

Why everytime when we argue, you will turn off your phone and shut down your skype?

You told me "Why you want me to arrange things for you? It's your Visa"

Alright fine. It's my own thing, I never ASK you to do for me? I just ask you to be free to be with me. Understand?

Can you don't keep saying I'm indecisive? I didn't mean that? Before I do anything, I will think twice and think about you. I respect you that's why I ask you how, orelse I can do anything I wanted to do.

Before you know me, my ego really high. But after I know you, I change because I know if I don't, our road will be difficult to walk. I always wanted my girlfriend to say "sorry" first whenever we argue. But I know you're not this kind of girl. I just hope you can change for me.

Finally, you said 'sorry" and I was happy :) But I know you 不甘心..

In relationship there's no who 甘心 and who 不甘心, it's all about loves.

Especially when we argue, we should put down our angry and talk about it.

Don't forget LOVE is the first thing that hold us together Not other things.

Well, till now I still don't understand why you off the video call on skype?

I love you

I am sorry

2011-11-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

"you can't stand, no one ask u to stand"

This is the most hurtful word that I heard from you.

You told me I am childish, you told me I am selfish and you told me that I am sensitive.

Do you ever think why?

First, I admit I am childish but it's because I try to make life easier and happier. If everything is

serious ,then relationship will get bored. Maybe this is what I think but to you, I know you always

want a mature boyfriend. I didn't say I can't be mature, it's depends on me. If I want to do

something, NOTHING can block me. Now I'm just 21, please let me be whatever I want to be. When

I grows up, I can't act like a kid anymore, right?

Second, I believed every boyfriend in this world is selfish to their girlfriend. If they don't, then they

probably not that love their girlfriend. Think about it.

Third, sensitive is my weakness. I have to admit it. I know sometimes I'm easily get angry, jealous

and sad, but it's all because I LOVE YOU. If I don't love you then why should I care about you, why

should I worry that much, why should I ask this and that, why should I.. ? At the beginning of our

relationship, you also take control of everything but did I ever get mad of it? No, because I know

our relationship not that strong at that time. I just want to tell you I'm just worry about you. Even

though you are older than me, in my eyes, you're always my little baby girl.

And one more thing, I not don't trust you, I'm just asking. So, just answer my question then everything

is fine. What I need is a girl who can listen to me and support me EVERYTHING I DO. you can

try to advice me but not argue with me. Do you know when we are fighting, you acting like a boy,

that's the only thing that I HATED the most.

Just like what I said "time won't wait for people, when we miss something then we will regret

forever". I did something that I couldn't forgive myself before and I am sorry. I just hope that you can

forgive me. Do remember this word - APPRECIATE everything you have.

At last, I hope our loves won't fail and we will hold each other's hands walk into the church and

I will LOVE YOU FOREVER, MICHELLE LAU SZE LING :)

Song that I always listen

2011-06-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

I damn like this song and I always listen to it most of the time.

Especially the lyric of this song, it fulled of meaning. Here it is :

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

開不了口

2011-03-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

I only left few minutes ago and I have started to worry about whether you are happy or not now.
The whole mind screen is you, thinking of you so much that makes me cannot sleep
Pouted lips, that lovable appearance and the sweet-smelling taste on your face..
Thinking of you so much make me smile..

Without you here, I find it very hard to endure
Without you disturb me, I have a lot of annoyance
Pass through layers of clouds trying to make efforts to run towards you..

I can't speak
To let her know
I will definitely protecting you,
I will also tease you to laugh..
You are very important to me.
I regret not letting you know,
Quietly listening to you acting like a child
Looking at you sleeping, until we're old..

That is such a few simple words
I not manage to speak out.
The whole heart hanging in mid air
I can only watch from far..
These I can accomplish
But that person is not me anymore..

安静 - 周杰伦

2011-01-31T10:39:00.000-08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

I will learn to give up is because I love you too much..

Unforgeable of your eyes

2011-01-28T23:36:00.000-08:00

To the rhythm of a song named " Kiss the rain ".
Rain added its rhythm.
Standing on the roof top, holding my phone that I waited to ring.

The wind blew the melody…. the trees danced to that tune
I closed my eyes, I dreamed like a blossomed garden
In the rainy day..

I started to think of you.

Slowly you ripped my mind, ripped my soul. Can't you even leave something for me to live on?

Sad melody of the raindrops that buried myself..

I can feel the rhythm so clearly.

I miss the moments when we looked at each other.

Looking through your eyes and feel your heart beats

I miss you so much, can't you feel that?

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

But I won't give up and stop, I have traveled so far to change my life.

I want to know what LOVE is

I wanted you to show me the way it is.

Show me the LOVE is real

Just a smile :)

2011-01-25T05:36:00.000-08:00

I was sick since Saturday midnight and it was the worst in my life.

I can't even moved my body!

The whole Saturday midnight was screw up. I had actually planned to sleep early on that night but unfortunately my body became hotter and hotter. That time I realize that I got fever.

I can feel that my body was burning.. from head to toes.

At the moment, I wanna sit up and get some medicine and drink but I couldn't.

Seriously, I feel that I have no more energy like a dead person.

The feeling is SUCK, I believe you all do not want to try that.

It getting worst and I tried to wake my brother up while he was sleeping deeply that time. (it was 4am in the morning)

He woke up and get me an ice water, wet towel, and pill. Thanks to him or else I will die on my bed.

Next morning I woke up and the fever still haven't gone. I felt so cold whenever the air conditioner was on. (it was 24 Degree Celsius) but I just felt like I am in the Fuji mountain that I went last December and it was -6 Degree Celsius.

I wanted to call my baby but still scare will wake her up in the early morning. So, I waited until 10am, then I called. She answered my call with sleeping mode. Zzzzz... and then I asked her to continue sleep back. 12pm I called again, and still she not yet wake up but this time better, she manage to ask me a questions.

She asked : what time is it?

I said : 12pm

She said : Oh really? I don't realize that. I was so tired.

I said : Alright then, never mind la, u continue sleeping ba. :)

She said : Ok, bye bye and I love you

I said : en, bye bii. I love you too.

But seriously on that time I really need your cares. I was so sick until I need to use energy to speak. After that, I took another 2 pills and slept.

Then, I don't know what is the time and how I answered my baby's calls. She said she will come to see me from DPC to Subang here.

I was so happy. But then I do not want her to suffer of tiring. She was so tired since Saturday whole day. (SATURDAY = we went for TOEFL test together, bazaar shopping then KLpac until late night)

After a few minutes, I received a call from my baby and she said she was outside my room. I was so happy that my baby came and see me!

I opened the door and ready to hug her but then OUCH! My head ached. I walked slowly to the door and met my baby. She touched my forehead and my chest to see whether I got high fever or not. And then brought me to the bed side and asked me to rest. She brought me a box of Cooling Pack, a bottle of Herbal Tea, porridge and three pieces of Butterscott breads with kaya. :) How sweet and nice my girlfriend is! <3>

She is really a good girlfriend and I love her sincerely with my heart.

Then she watched me slept and she only slept. After we both woke up, I felt better and she fetched me to Empire just to have "I LOVE YOO"'s porridge because she knew I love the porridge there. :')

Unfortunately, I can't finished it because my fever is coming back. Sigh.

Then, she sent me back home and asked me to take care myself then tomorrow morning she will come find me in the morning. Although she came to me for awhile, I was already happy and touched :) Thank you for everything, my love <3>

I will take care of you and love you much, baby..

HAPPY 9 months

2011-01-11T06:48:00.000-08:00

Happy 9 months, baby girl :)

Today is my Michelle and my 9 months anniversary, that's 11/1/2011. I couldn't wait to see my baby girl this morning. ^^ But she don't know how excited I am. And this morning when she called me that time, she asked whether am I wake up ad or not? I answered her with sleeping voice. Then she suddenly increase her voice and said "Hah, YOU STILL SLEEPING a???" And then I laugh and told her I been waiting for her at downstairs ad la :P haha.. You guys don't think she is cute? ^^

I like to joke and have fun with her since she is so cuteeeeee XP

I just don't know why when I am with her I feel so happy until I even forget to eat sometimes.

I do not need to pretend myself, I can just be myself.

After Theater class ended, we went to One Utama shopping while at the same time we went to change my slipper :) Oh yea, she just bought me a slipper yesterday and that's a bit smaller in size. Yesterday when she send me back home and she said she went back home straight but SHE IS NOT. you know why? She went to get me a slipper! :) awww~ I love it and thanks again ya.

After that, we went to Fong Lye Taiwanese restaurant to have our dinner. OMH, I just want to tell you all the foods is soooooooo AWESOME there and thank to my baby girl who brought me here :) hehe, I love it!!!

At night, she sent me back home :) I am so freaking happy baby. Thank you! ;)

Last night I stayed awake whole night just waiting for the time to reach 12am, so that I can say "Happy 9 months" to you.. But when I called you, I just heard your voice saying "En..en..en.... Goodnight"

What you said I still remember ;)

This is how is it:

Me: Baby, ♥ HAPPY 9 MONTHS!!! :)

You: En..

Me: ... Happy 9 months baby girl.. hehe

You: En..

Me: ...

Me: Goodnight baby, I miss you.

You: En..

Me: I love you ♥

You: Goodnight

A bit down because I expected you will be happy but ...

Is ok ^^ I know you are on sleeping mode. hehe

I don't know whether do you hear what I had said last night or not, I just want to tell you I love you a lot, baby.

Just like what I said:

Since 11.4.2010, you came into my life unexpectedly and everything took a turn for the better.. your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak and the kindness u showed me all became a part of my life. Baby, Thank you for everything :) <3>

In this 9 months, I realize myself keep changing to better way because of you. You make my life full of joys, happiness, excited and a lot more to say. ^^ I'm so happy to have you baby. I'm sorry sometimes I say something bad or something that hurt you. But I doesn't mean it because in my heart I just want you to understand me better. I love you. Today when I looked at you, I felt like the first time we met each other. Your beautiful eyes, cute face and your attitude made me think of the time you looked at me in the corridor of 12th floor. And And.. I really miss that time, baby :) but I don't want you to change back old time of you, just be what you are now because I just LIKE THE WAY YOU ARE.

Remember, as we grow older together, as we continue to change with age,, there is one thing that will never change.
"I will always keep falling in love with you.."

From: The one who always loved you and stayed by your side
Louis

Baby

2011-01-02T09:52:00.000-08:00

You have just told me something that hurt me so much.

Do you realize every time when you say?

Do you know how painful my heart is every time you say?

Do you know how much I love and care about you?

Try to think back...

Every time we argue, we always get back easily.

But do you ever think that why we argue?

Izit my false or yours?

Well, most of the time I will say "sorry" first.

But sometime do you realize that actually is your false but the one who said "sorry" was ME.

Like what I had said, we got our own thinking..

Maybe you think that what you just did was right.

Well, same to me.. I might think that I am right.

But have you realize that most of the time I will admit is my false?

I can't always do that, because I want you to know and understand how the situation is.

I love you so much so that I concern about you and I want you to know that actually my love towards you is stronger than your love to me.

Yet every time you tell me you can't even feel my love. :')

Now, can you feel how painful my heart is? By listening to you saying that..

Huh, how much loves I gave up to you and in the end I end up like this!

My heart pain like HELL.

I didn't compare you to other girls but seriously I like simple LOVE like other couples do.

Do you understand?

I scare when I advice you try to be like the other girl then you will think that I always compare you with other girls.

I just need a Love- A simple LOVE. :') baby

And this is the message I just got from you:

"Ok, fine. Since we are from different channels, let's break up.

No point bring together anymore.

U ignore all my calls, then I also think that I not so important to you too.

If you love me you won't hurt me too.

I decided to break up not because of what you said just now is because you din pick up my call."

This is what I got? :') how many times I want to tear by blogging all of this and how many times I want to shout towards the sea? Is love so difficult for us?

When you called me that time, I was blogging.

And All I Want To Tell You Is "I still love you". Maybe other people think that I am stupid but I won't give up on you. Because I really do love you, baby.

Do you know every time friends asked me to go out but I didn't choose to go out. You know why?

Is because I scare I will LOST YOU, baby. You told me that you got heart attack and I listen to you. The reason is just I don't wanna hurt you and make you sad so that your heart will be fine.

Am I stupid, baby? :')

I know you called me so many times already baby :) but I don't wanna pick up cuz I am busy blogging. Call me when you finish reading my post, ok ;') I LOVE YOU!

Warm or Cold?

2011-01-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

Looking at this picture, I feel like finally I'm back to my hometown.

I feel so warm but then in my heart I feel so cold..

I just miss all my friends and of course my girl.

At night,I close my eyes and there you are.
you dazzle me, from near and far..
your voice I hear, turns dark to light.
I want you now, stay near to me..
eyes open wide, still you I see, baby.

After talking on phone with you lastnight,

I started to miss you much

I feel so touched and happy to have you in my life, baby.

I know things have to be the way they are..
yet my heart longs for more,
you have touched my life in ways.
it has never been touched before.

If I say " I love you" million times still it won't be enough.
Because I just love you.
No one can say how much and can't stop loving you !
In my heart you will always be forever.
Forever here or there, near or far.
My love will be wherever you are.

I just want to tell you,

As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age,
There is one thing that will never change.
I will always keep falling in love with you ..

And promise me you will take care yourself well..

Far far away..

2010-12-30T03:26:00.000-08:00

This photo was captured by me in Japan and it made me feel lonely.

Now I'm lying in bed,
Thought's of u spinning through my head.
Do u still love me?
And I just know in the bottom of my heart,
we will never be apart.

My heart says that you like me,
My eyes says that you feel something for me,
My mind says that you think of me..

Every time when a msg comes, I open just thinking its u..
When it's not u, i dont get disappointed.
Still I enjoy that moment which made me think of u!

I believe u were made special for me,
But wonder if that could possibly be.
I'm tired of being so alone,
But I always smile when thinking of u..

In Penang, the whole day I was kept thinking of you.

Just wan to know what you are doing, who u with and all.

Im thinking of you,

Wonder where you are tonight..
I wish that I could hold you tight.
Im thinking of you,
Wish you could stay with me together now,
But you are so far away, so far away..
I miss you, baby girl

Like the Night needs the Moon,

Like the Star needs the Sky,

Like the Guitar needs the Tune and

Like me I need YOU <3

Japan

2010-12-21T18:19:00.000-08:00

The weather is really cold >.<

Japanese traditional costume

Hotel Osaka

The street in Osaka

Shimsaibashi, stroll along one of the longest shopping arcades in Osaka :)

Winter season <3

Here I come, Kansai Universal Studio, Japan ;)

I'm back

2010-12-20T19:58:00.000-08:00

I just came back from Japan trip last night and I miss Japan so much by looking at the photos that I took at there. This trip was awesome and now I can see how difference is Japan compared to other country. It is such a nice place to visit and travel. You can see a lot of stuff that you never see before. And you can't imagine how awesome the place is and how good is their technology. Between, this was a one week trip. First day departed in Kansai, second day in Universal Studio and Osaka, then third day in Kyoto and Toyohashi, followed by fourth day in Fuji mountain, and then fifth day to Tokyo, at last sixth day in Disneyland and Narita.

In the first day, we got a full day fun in Universal Studio and it was unlimited Free ride for us. Unfortunately there was quite a lot of people and even if you want to go restroom, you have to cue up for 15 meters long =.=! The Universal Studio in Japan is the one of the three Universal studio theme parks in the world. Last time I went to the Singapore's Universal Studio and now I'm in Japan's Universal Studio. :) I am so lucky that my parents always brought me to this kind of places. The differences between both of them is the theme parks. In Japan here, I can see more places that Singapore's Universal Studio do not have. For example like Terminator 2, Motion Picture Magic, Space Fantasy, Back to the future and etc. All of it was really really fun! ^^

Then we went to Osaka Castle. It is one of Japan's most famous castles and was the landmark in the unification of Japan during 16th century. We took many photos at there because the scene there was really BEST ;) hehe.. And one thing I realize that in Japan, time flies so fast. At there, 5pm is already dark until you can't even see a thing without light. (It is like our time at 8pm) So, we have to wake up early in the next morning so that we can have more fun before we can see the MOON @.@

Next morning 6am morning call, we all ready to go breakfast. Then 8am everyone have to be inside the bus because time consuming. And we went to Kyoto - Kiyomizu Temple. It was founded in 798 AD, the temple is dedicated to Juichi-men, and the 11 headed Kannon ( Goddess of Mercy ). The Main Hall is the major attraction due to its broad wooden veranda which juts out over a wooded canyon. And then the Heian Shrine. It was conducted for the 1,100th anniversary of the founding of the city, Heiankyo in 1892. After that, we went to Nishijin Kimono Center which is take in the glamor and enjoy a Kimono fashion show to see the world famous Nishijin silk fabrics. By the way, the Japanese models all is quite old at here :P haha.

And I forget one thing, we went SHOPPING! :) Shimsaibashi is the best shopping place for me because you not only can see a lot of shopping center, you can even see bars, restaurants, clubs, Casino, hawker stalls, and hot CHICKS :P haha, I not purposely go and see them but they are all around the places. Really! My eyes have no more energy after the 6 hours flight from KLIA to Kansai airport and that time I already don't care how hot they are and I just walked and walked until both of my legs turned into "ICE". (because the temperature there was only -6 Degree Celsius) It was damn freaking cold! Imagine that you walk on the open air shopping mall with one T-shirt with a thin jacket and thin long pant under -6 Degree. (can die) haha.

Now it's time to go Fuji mountain :) we went to take a Shinkasen 新幹線 ride. It is really FAST and it can reach 581km/hr. (World record) then we went to Fuji mountain. We are so lucky that the weather was nice that day and we managed to go up to Mt Fuji 5th Station which is the top part in Fuji mountain. OH MY GOD, you know why? If you can stand at there 15 mins, I salute to you. Seriously, have you guys ever feel the coldest weather ever. I think here is it. The temperature is around -16 DC and you can't feel your body warm after standing 5 mins in the mountain. Outside was snowing and the wind kept blowing, all I can feel is COLD! Everyone ran to the shop nearby the mountain to keep warm. Besides that, we also went to Owakudani Volcano Valley, the famous volcanic area. You can actually have a taste of the famous Japanese "Black Cell eggs" here :) I am thinking of buying back for souvenirs but unfortunately we can bring back as a tourist. :( We took around 3 hours to go down from Fuji mountain. Then the next location is at Lake Ashi Cruise. It is known as the most beautiful lake in Hakone. Here is the place I got my (I'm on sail) badge for foursquare :) hehe.. We sailed i=on a lake for around 10 mins to enjoy the panoramic view.

Finally here comes Tokyo! I can't waiting to see how Tokyo is. After finish having my breakfast, ran into bus and waiting the journey to Tokyo. :) When I reached there, first I can see building. The different shapes of building, all of it is Unique! In Tokyo, there are 39 buildings and structures that stand taller than 180 meters (591 ft). The tallest structure in the prefecture is Tokyo Tower , a lattice towel that rises 333 meters (1,091 ft), which was completed in 1958. The most favorite tower in Tokyo for me is Mode Gakuen Cocoon Tower which is 204 meters and it is the 2nd-tallest educational building in the world; 25th-tallest building in Japan. Then we went Imperial Palace the home of the Royal Family, surrounded by high stone slabs. After that we went Asakusa Kannon Temple, Toyota showcase that displays more than 140 units of the latest Toyota cars models. And SHOPPING AGAIN =.= I swear my legs is gonna break at that moment. We went Nakamise Avenue, there are dozens of stores selling a variety of souvenirs and articles such as clothes and etc. Not really buy so many thing because all of it is winter stuff like clothes and all. Then SHOP AGAIN at Ginza, the most exclusive and expensive shopping area in Japan. After that, we went Odaiba Pallete Town. It is the location for the Classic European Mall " Venus Fort".

Last day, we went Disneyland. Oh yeah! My legs was broken and here comes Disneyland. More worst! I have to go because this is the fun part for me. The Tokyo Disneyland offers 7 Themed Lands loaded with fun and excitement to fulfill every Disney Dream. There are seven themed areas in the park, each complementing one another yet unique in their style. Made up of the World Bazaar, the four classic Disney lands: Adventureland, Westernland, Fantasyland and Tomorrowland, and two mini lands, Critter Country and Mickey's Toontown, I have to say that Tokyo Disneyland was the BEST! Although all of the people there speak Japanese and I don't understand but it was fun =.@ haha, we went to Pirate of Carribean, Jungle Cruise, Big Thunder Mountain, Tom Sawyer Island, Splash Mountain, Haunted Mansion, Stars tour, Space mountain and so on. When come to those excitement parks, I got to cue up 2 hours with my brother only can play one game. There was packed by lot of people. I waited and waited until my legs more painful. :( Then, we went back to hotel. That night, everyone was sleeping like a PIG because all of us was damn tired.

Next morning 6am have to wake up again, it's time to go home :) After breakfast, we all ready to go to Narita airport. And here I am, KL. I miss my girl so much <3

2010-12-14T01:11:00.001-08:00

When I leave, I just wanna tell you..
No matter where we at, No matter how we are, my heart is still yours. =)
I miss you so much, my girl <3
In Japan, I can't contact you and I can't even hear your voice but one thing I can see is the stars :) I know that the stars that we looking at are the same.
Remember what I said?
Take care urself ya ^^
I love you, my baby.
I will miss you for sure..

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday can listen to the sound of your breath on my neck and the warmth of ur lips on my cheek. :)
Your hearts is my home,
It's the only place
I love to be in..
Morning, noon and night
I LOVE YOU

I miss you

2010-12-13T01:56:00.000-08:00

Never thought...
It would be so hard
Staying away from you.
I keep thinking of 'us'
Together again !
I MISS YOU !

Missing someone
Is a part of loving them
If you're never apart
Then you'll never know
How strong your love really is....

I don't wanna feel the way that i do
I just wanna be right here with you
I don't wanna see see us apart
I just wanna tell you straight from my heart

I miss you <3>

I missing you..

Dream

2010-12-06T10:20:00.000-08:00

Dreaming....
Since the little yellow flowers was born, it was already floating around
Flowers blooming in the background with the soft music in the air.
I was swinging on a swing.
Follow the memories swing until now..
watching the sky, I can still remember how the petal dropped from trees..

That day when I looked at you,
That day when the flowers fall,
That classroom, how can I forgot..
Rainy day that disappeared on my mind,
I really want to get leach again..
Really want to ask you again
Do you love me?

The windy day,
I tried to hold onto your hand..
But yet the rain gradually fall so heavy until that I cannot see you clearly.
No wonder how, I will still hold your hand tight and protect you.
Just want to let you know,
There was someone who loved you for a long time..
Until the end of this story it seems like you forever is mine :)

It was just a dream.. I love you, Michelle <3

Time heals

2010-11-29T06:44:00.000-08:00

Carrying you like carrying sunshine
No matter where we go, it is also a sunny day..
because of you, I am one happy guy in this world
In order to get easy Love,

I'm trying to let the jealousy go away

And sometimes I even try not to bother and think too much.

But I just can't stop thinking.

Maybe that's because I love you too much..
Holding your soft and beautiful hand to share my life together with you everyday.
At night when you are not around,

I will look through the night sky and find for stars..

One star, two stars, three stars, four stars..

Counting each of them and joined them together to form a LOVE shape <3
And I hope that one day I can watch the sky with you by hugging you on my chest.
Sometimes, I might quietly make a wish.

Tell the stars if they can hear my heart..
Hoping that all my wishes will come true.

When I tell you "I miss you" or "I love you", do you actually know how much I really do it?

A lot, baby.. I can feel my own heartbeat when I speak it out.

Maybe, I said maybe you only treat it as a sentence but actually inside of it is full of my LOVE. Can you feel it?

Can you feel that I love you?

Every time when you tell me that you can't feel LOVE from me, you know how painful is my heart? I'm going to stop breathing when I hear it.

But maybe you really can't feel it?

Do you actually see all the things I did for you?

Whatever I can do, I will try my best to do for you.

Even though how late the night is and how tired I am, I will still be with you and be your helper.

This is what bf supposed to do, right? :)

This few days, I got too many stuff to worry and final exams is coming soon.

Maybe because of this, I think too much.

Just a small matter can cause me to think a lot of thing.

The jealousy can kill me..

Even at midnight, I can't sleep and I keep rolling on my bed from right to left and left to right until I felt tired and fall asleep.

And most of the time at night, I will start to miss you and then I will quietly look at your photos on my phone.

Now, everything is fine.

I already finished all my works and now is the time to focus on my Final exams. :)

At last, I believe that TIME really can heals everything.. and I love my gf so much

Never let go

2010-11-26T17:10:00.000-08:00

Let go lightly, I can't just let go too much..

In fact love will slowly increase in weight,

I want to turn off all the lights in this city..
In the dark, I only can smell your body and your hair..
The night makes me have a lot of imagery feel
Remembered the places I have been on dates with you,
I'm not going to delete them ever and store all of it in my mind..

I can feel your smile from far,
The romance messages in the phone I always text.
Actually love can be so easy.

On my laptop screen, your cute and pretty face is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.
The music player, our love song is still playing again and again..
I silently wait for the incoming call from you.

On the street..
Looking at the couples, I start to miss you again..
Some words I have typed already but I didn't dare to send
Scared that you, who will receive the message, will simply think :)

What's on my mind now is I miss you so much..

If I got a chance to choose again, I still will choose you to be my Lov3 <3

Miss you

2010-11-12T22:26:00.000-08:00

You only left for 23 hours ago and I have started to worry about you whether are you living happily today..
The whole brain is you, thinking of you so much that made me I couldn't sleep well.
Beautiful lips, that lovable appearance and the sweet-smelling taste on your body..
My happiness is all because of you
Thinking of you so much make me smile..
Without you here, I find it very hard to live
Looked through layers of clouds, I am trying to listen to your voice..
Love message was delivered through my phone.
Now you are already in another place,
You are very important to me.
I regret not letting you know how much I love you, quietly listening to you acting like a cute girl :)
I like to look at you sleeping, hopefully until when we're old..
That is such a few simple words to tell you
but I am unable to speak it out.
My whole heart hanging in mid air, I can only watch from far away and tell myself " I miss you so much, girl. "

Excuses

2010-11-10T19:16:00.000-08:00

Look through our photographs..
The winter of last year, we smiled very sweetly..
Hearing your voice through phone,
Saying goodbye to me..
My heart was broken
It's too late to apologize..
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you don't love me
Even if it is that I don't understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don't take separation and treat it as your request..
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Please come back to me..
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your heart pain is because of the promise I gave
Silence was because of forgiveness
If you have to leave,
Please remember me..
But if you are sad,
Please do forget me..

Sweetheart

2010-11-10T19:09:00.000-08:00

Here is the medicine she bought for me. It's just a little care but is enough to made me touched <3

I was sick yesterday..

I woke up DEATHLY ill yesterday morning and I attended my Chem class at 8am.

After that, I could not stand anymore. I went to have breakfast with my girl and then went back my room sleep.

Basically I spent the whole day in bed. My girlfriend took such good care of me all day (went to the pharmacy to pick

up some medicine in case i got fever, helped me cover blanket, made me feel happy etc).

I just wanted to let everyone know how awesome she is and how much i appreciate her. I am very happy I have

such a gf like her. Really..

Having a person who cares for you like that is priceless..

Frankly, I never had a relationship like the one I have now..

Not only is she my girlfriend but she is also my best friend and soul mate.

We spend so much time together and we just enjoy having each others company even if it's just chilling in library.

If I dont see her for a couple of days I feel like something is missing.. we often text each other with the same things at the same times and finish each others sentences.. quite weird but funny. :)

We have very similar personalities and hobbies and very similar past experiences..

And I have also learnt so much from her, she has made me more organised..

shown me what true love really is, in past relationships I always felt that something was not quite right but with her its so easy and feels so right it just feels like it's meant to happen. But now seems like a bit complicated.

Although we have only been together for 7 months we have been through both very high, highs and lows, but we both know we are right for each other .

Baby, you are a sweetheart to me.. I love you

Is all about my girl

2010-11-08T01:07:00.000-08:00

I lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling,
my mind start to rewind back the scene how we met.

I miss you so much at the moment..

I wanna take out my phone and call u but I didn't.

I don't wanna make things worst.

All I want is just to hear ur voice.

U know I love you so much.

All the thing I do is just I care about you.

I just want to know how much you love me and the feeling towards me..

Sometimes I know I did something that you don't like, I am sorry..

But I am a man, everyone will make mistakes.

Now, we are already together like 7 month ago.

We are couple, so when each of us make something wrong, the other one will help or give him/her a chance to make things right.

Not that difficult right? Just say a word "sorry" then everything will be alright.

I am a person who easy to get hurt in LOVE and easy to get happy back.

I just hope that you can forgive me that sometimes I make mistakes.

I know I promised you quite a lot of things..

Some of it I never do it again right? Like my emotion, I can't change in a short period of time.

Just give me some time, I swear I will change it soon.

I love you, baby.

I know both of us sacrifice many things for our relationship, but that's what LOVE is, right?

In the end, I just want to say NO more argue between u and me. Enough of it. I love you, baby girl, michelle..

Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place with you together.
As I lie on the ground and u lie on my shoulder then we stare into space...

My 20th birthday :)

2010-11-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

my baby girl, michelle ^.<

like a korean girl right? so pretty my gf :P

My birthday present from my baby girl, michelle <3

I am so so so happy that I can celebrate my birthday with my baby this year. Seriously..
I can say I am a lucky guy that I have such a gf like her. I love her so much.
In early morning, baby came to my house and fetch me to KL. She gave me a big box that really surprise me.

Then, we went Pavilion had our lunch at Pancake house and after that, we went shopping.
At night, we went to Werner's Pizza at Changkat road to have our dinner..

Surprisingly, baby told me that my friends and her gonna celebrate my birthday at Reggae bar. :) Aww~ I was so touch that she did so many thing for me behind me. Really, at that moment, I feel like I am a happy guy and I want to tell her I will love her forever..

Inside the bar, we had 3 bottles of JD and had tons of fun. I am so happy that my friends were there celebrate with me and of course my girl too :)

Lastly, I want to thank to all my friends and my baby girl for celebrating my birthday with me. Appreciate it a lot. :) Love ya.

6 months baby ^^

2010-10-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

Is already 6 months, baby!

I am so happy that I can have you in my life.

I don't think you will ever understand how you touched my life and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give

and I'm sure you will never realize you have been my will to live, baby.

You are my beloved and without you I don't know where I'd be.

Having you in my life will completes and fulfills every part of me.

HAPPY 6 MONTHS baby <3

I LOVE YOU!

Missing you again..

2010-10-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

Is quite a long time I didn't blog.

But tonight I got feeling to write..

In this quiet and freezing room, listening to some music that make me feel relax

and I started to blog about you, my beloved. <3

Just want to tell you I miss you so much

Since the moment you said goodbye last night, I already started to miss you.

I wrote this is because I really do miss you a lot and I said this is not from my mouth but is from my heart.

We are 291km far from each other now but our heart is always close to each other.

I miss you, baby. Can you feel it?

When I fall asleep just now,

I met the girl of my dreams

I held her, I love her, but that wasn’t a dream

The girl of my dream is YOU, baby.

Baby, you made me feel so special inside.

You are the everything I want

You showed me who I am

You showed me what love is

You showed me how to love

I love you much, girl

Sometime I hate that you let go

Girl, you are only for me..

I love you

My Girl

2010-10-09T09:37:00.000-07:00

my girl is cute

my girl is pretty

my girl is crazy :P

my girl is hot ;)

my girl is sweet :)

my girl is fun

my girl is my love

my girl is my angel

my girl is my baby girl

my gilr is my princess

my girl is my everything

Thank you, baby

2010-09-29T22:41:00.000-07:00

Baby, I was so touched about all the things you did for me.

Guess what, baby..

I love you more day by day. <3

Yesterday night you make me feel like I am important in your heart and your love towards me..

At that moment I feel like I am one happy guy in this world.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, never be apart..
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we used to share, baby.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live, my love.
And what I want to tell you is
By the time you look at me I know we will last forever.

I love you so much, chelle.

I hope that one day you will realize that how perfect you are when you seen through my eyes.

Kiss good bye

2010-09-27T03:37:00.000-07:00

** What really can express my feeling now is this song's lyric - Kiss Goodbye ♫

♪ Baby 不要再哭泣

这一幕多么熟悉

紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离

每一次想开口但不如保持安静

给我一分钟专心

好好欣赏你的美

幸福搭配悲伤

痛是在我心交叉

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量

付出的爱收不回

还欠你的我不能给

别把我心也带走

去跟随

每一次和你分开

深深的被你打败

每一次放弃你的温柔

痛苦难以释怀

每一次kiss you goodbye

爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

但欠你的我不能给

我才明白爱最真实的滋味

我终于明白 ♪

╔══╗ ♫ ♥ ♫

║██║ ♥ ♫ ♥..

║(o) ♥ ♫ Kiss Good Bye ♫

I love you, baby michelle ;)

Remember what you promise and I will remember what I promise you ^^ LovessS..

Just saying

2010-09-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

Chelle, I'm sorry about that.

I don't know you will get angry, sorry?

I wont do tat again k?

I know you're still angry with me.

And what I can say is sorry.

You got your own privacy

I won't do anything you don't like anymore.

I just want to tell you

If you change my blog, my profile picture, my account password or even change my life I also don't mind. Because you're my girl and I Love you.

But I thought when you see your blog u will smile but you're not.

Is ok ad. I just want you to be happy.

I won't be that Smart anymore.

As I say, you have you own privacy. It's your life.

And I'm just a person who can always love and care about you.

I just too love you, girl.

Sorry again for what I did.

Goodnight and I miss you <3

Shut ur mouth.

2010-09-26T06:25:00.000-07:00

I'm not happy right now.
Just argue with someone.
Should I bother tat person, should I care about what she was say?
I don't really care.
Hey,you. Please behave what you're saying.
If you're reading this, I want you to know or behave yourself k?
Come on, you know yourself. You already grown up.
Don't be so childish.
You think who u are?
Whatever u said, you just want everyone to agree with you huh?
Not everyone like the way you wanted them to be.
So please think before you say anything.
You know what, you got attitude problem.
If you don't know what is "love"
Let me tell you here.
Love is about the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment between two person. If you love each other do not mean tat u have to always be with her but is whenever one of them need help, you will stand up for him/her.
What's friendship for u huh?
a Game just like u think what LOVE is?
What do u think u really is?
You're just a KID!
You think is because of me, then ...lost all her ...?
Come on, I not forcing ... to be like this.
Not everyone like you, like to treat Love as a game.
What you want me to tell... huh?
Please, think first before you say!
.. got ... own choice, Don't Need You To Say!

Seriously don't force me, when I really get angry, I SWEAR YOU DON'T WANNA SEE!

Don't regret!

All I see is YOU

2010-09-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

This song 伯牙絕弦 from 王力宏 make me think of you, baby

I like it because of you..

I like the way we used to be,

I'd hold you in my arms,

your smile so sweet to me.

Every night when I close my eyes,

...All I see is you.

All the love I give, the memories I won't forget,

I know our loves is strong,

until I can tell the whole story of us.

I dream only of your love, and happiness in life,

 I try not to think too much, but when I close my eyes...

 All I see is you.

Just love the way you are

I love you

like my facebook status say,

If you could only see yourself through my eyes and You would never, I bet, let me out of your sight... baby

Happy

2010-09-19T01:29:00.001-07:00

Baby, Yesterday I was very happy and surprise :)

I don't even know that you did that to surprise me..

I was shocked on the moment you gave me that shirt. I like it, baby ^^

I'm so happy that I have a girlfriend like you in my life.

I never regret that I'm with you, girl.

I love you so much..

Thanks for the shirt, baby. I will appreciate it much :)

简简单单

2010-09-13T02:26:00.000-07:00

It's been so long I never seen your face.. since the time I went to Singapore.

I miss your smile, your touch, your kisses and your beautiful eyes.

The first thing I did when I reached Singapore Airport was called you.

But I can't reach you because my phone have NO SERVICES.

That's SUCK SO BAD because I miss you so freaking bad, baby girl.

After that, I tried my best to contact you but CANT.

NO INTERNET, NO SERVICES and NO HEART...

Baby, I been missing you all the time.

Second day in Singapore,

Woke up early morning hope that my cell phone is working but its NOT.

Brain gonna explode on that time.

Went down to have breakfast with my family in Hard Rock Hotel.

Then start our journey to Universal Studio.

It was really an awesome place and we had a lot of fun there :)

There got Jurassic Park, Water world, Mummy, Hollywood, New York and so on.

Of course the favorite place for me is Water world..

Although I was happy but my heart still missing you all the time.

I wish you are there with me, baby.

We spent the whole day inside Universal Studio and at night we went to watch the shows called " La Voyage".

It was quite nice but still I prefer the shows in Shanghai one ^.<

After that, we went to bar and have some drinks and then went back hotel.

The last day in Singapore,

I was so happy that finally I could go back to Subang.

Because I miss my baby so much until I can't even sleep well last night.

Have a quick breakfast and parents went to Casino.

And my brother and I went to shop.

Bought something for my baby but don't know whether she like it or not :)

Then we checked out from hotel and went to airport at around 5 something.

In airplane,

I still remember I called my baby inside the plane.

And ended up scolded by the servant. Zzz...

I was so excited and happy that finally I can hear my baby's voice. I MISS YOU so much, baby :)

And now u told me "baby，简单的去爱就好，我不奢求多，但愿你开心，快乐地一起过，简简单单的日子，我就心满意足了。我不想过一些复杂的日子，每天都在问谁还爱谁的问题，既然已成了大家的最爱，就不该再怀疑对方了。更加不要去问，爱你，爱我什么的，简简单单地，一起走这段，不容易但事实上很简单的路. 我爱你.. "

This is what I want, baby :) 简简单单

爱了

2010-09-13T02:10:00.001-07:00

这是我最愛的人

我是一个爱了就不想轻易说再见

痛了就让自己去坚持。。

说真的，

我可以一个人吃饭

一个人看电影

一个人散步

一个人逛街

一个人发呆

一个人旅行

可是只有爱情是不可以一个人的

一个人的爱情支不起两个人的天空

一个人的爱情不可以让两个人幸福

我想，真的是爱你..

而你在我的心里是永恒。

爱上你，

再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切

再想起我们在一起的事

我爱你

男女朋友

2010-09-06T06:19:00.000-07:00

这棵树，开出了茂盛的紫花。迎着风，它散落着满地的心灵碎片，那种凄凉美让我的脑里自动播放yiruma的moonlight，细细地配合着那种意境...

很多的感情，

都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。

不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

I Love you, my girl

2010-09-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

I very happy that I can have such a good gf in my life.

I want you to be happy girl ever.

I promise u I wont be emo again.. sorry bii?

If GOD wan me to die now, I still dun wan to die because I havent enjoy enough the time with you.

I still wan to married you, lovess you, take care of you and our children. Until the time I reached 80. I will pray hard tat u will live longer so that you can see the road we walk together and never regret that you stay with me.

I wont give up you, baby. Will you? ^^ In my heart, I can know that you wont, but I want you to tell me by yourself.

What I want is Your LOVE. So tat you right?

Give me some time to find back my lovess tat we first met.

I LOVE you, Michelle Lau Sze Ling

As time goes by, I love you more and more...baby <3

Music & you..

2010-08-14T10:08:00.000-07:00

I hear the music
The music is playing.. is soft
The music is now fading
Which means so is my life
No music means no life
Just like you, baby..
Without you, my life is not complete.

Baby,

My heart for you will never break and my love for you will never end..

I love you!

Please stay with me forever,

Take my hand and let's be together..

to show everyone that we are in love.

Still missing..

2010-08-14T09:57:00.000-07:00

The music is so clear just like you standing beside me whisper to me.

Songs that I loved is keep repeating and what I want is YOU.

I really want you to be back.

I still have the same feeling - MISSING YOU...

On a silent night when everyone sleep, I close my eyes and think of you
A Silent night, a silent wish that you were here with me together..

I Miss You when you are not beside me.
I long to hear your steps, that's so far away from me.
The sweetest music was playing besides my ears await everyday since you at Hong Kong..

2am in the midnight

2010-08-12T11:15:00.000-07:00

I looked at my watch.. It's already 1.50am, soon will reach 2am.

Baby, I know we can't sms or call so many times because of low credit ^^

But I really miss you.. So, I always blog to let you know what I feel.

In this few days, I always try to find something to do because whenever I have nothing to do, I will start to miss you.

Whenever I miss you, I will look at your picture tat I kept in my wallet.

I like that picture ^^ it was so beautiful.

And I realize that I am too concern about you although you are already 18. haha :)

Because in my mind, you are still my baby girl. I am just worry about you ^^

Baby, I really want you to be with me together so that I can care and love you much.

Anyways, tomorrow is already Saturday, so we still got another 48 hours then we can meet each other. ^^

No matter you come back to KL or Mentakab, I will just go back on Monday because I want our distance not so far from each other.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could.

我们要学会珍惜要珍惜爱情

不要把真心当作游戏

我们要学会珍惜要珍惜自己

不要再让爱你的人殇心

爱可以恒久，因为彼此坚信。
爱可以信任，因为彼此守信。
只有守信，爱才可以恒久。

4 months, baby ^^

2010-08-12T02:04:00.000-07:00

Is already 4 months, It's not easy.

Falling in love is a magical experience that happens between you and me.

Baby, I still remember the first time I laid eyes on you, my heart beats was damn fast.

Each day with you, this feeling grows stronger.

We still got a long way to go, baby.

I will be here by your side and hold your hand tight so that you wont fall down.

But when you are tired, let me know.. I will wait for you.

Baby, I just want to tell you this 3 words that always fill in my mind and make me breathless..

I LOVE YOU ♡

Take care, baby girl

2010-08-10T05:01:00.000-07:00

Baby, tomorrow you will leave to Hong Kong.. I know I will miss you much.

Like what you promise me, you must remember to take care yourself for me, ok?

When you at Hong Kong, remember to call me when you go to bed. I will miss you here..

By the way, Cathay airline is a good plane.. Enjoy :) And have fun in Hong Kong !

Baby, I love you..

And this is what I want to say,

I feel sometimes like I have truly lost my way when you are not here..
Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day.
When I have the chance to sit and think, I will look at our pictures and never stop to blink
My heart is missing and I know it is at your there.. <3

DOMOKUN will accompany you when I am not there ♥

2010-08-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

Looking at this picture make me think of you because you looks like it - "CUTE" :P

DOMOKUN will accompany you when I am not there.

Tomorrow I will leaving back to my home and i cant sleep now. I already expected that myself wont be able to sleep tonight. And now I am skyping with you and Domokun.

You promise me that you wont read this post before I went back.

You're not suppose to read ^^ hehe

Baby, I know u gonna peep my blog :P

hmm, I just wan to tell you that I miss you so much..

But if you really never peep then I think when u see this, I am now in the airplane.

I just want to tell you that I love you baby.

I know you are going to Hong Kong soon..

you promise me you will drink more water and take care yourself one ya? ^^

Enjoy yourself at Hong Kong.

Whenever you need me, you can call me, my hand phone will always ON for you, baby.

When you miss me, you can look at our pictures.

At night, you can look at the night sky.

Somewhere, out there you'll know that I care for you.

And I want you to look at the moon, because the same moon that you see

I can see too :)

I don't have to speak loud
I wanna tell you a soft whisper of "I Miss YOU
is already enough because it's not my mouth that really wan to speak.

It's my heart..♥

I promise..

2010-08-02T11:03:00.000-07:00

I make this promise to you,

To be your lover when you need to be loved,

your doctor when you are sick,

your pillow when you need to rest,
your ear when no one will listen,
your hand to hold when you are frightened,
and your "I love you" each and every days..

I am yours... all of me.

Baby, I am sorry for everything I did. I promise I won't do it again.

I Lov3 you ♥

So sorry..

2010-07-31T08:01:00.000-07:00

I felt so sorry and I cant even forgive myself..
Sometime I think I am not good enough to have you..
You are too good for me.
But I am selfish, I want you always to be with me.
Because I love you so much until I want to see you everyday.

Every morning when I open my eyes, I always hope you are beside me
or I can see your message.. I am so in love.
I want you to know I love you, and will always be there for you.
You were the one making my life full of love,
how lucky am I too have found you to be my girl,

Thank you for everything, baby..
Once again, I am sorry.. I had promise you. And I will prove it to you.
Just trust me, I will..
This promise is solid, and all of the words I speak are true..

 I LOVE YOU, Michelle Lau

Dark Cloud

2010-07-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

Dark clouds cast a shadow over our hearts,

I listen intently to the feelings in my heart..

By looking at the dead leaves fall from the trees..

Suddenly I feel like writing down the feeling that I have now..

How blessed I am that you are with me..

Not a day goes by when I do not think of you,

To you I do not have to prove myself.

For you know me,

I love you

Way of Love

2010-07-16T20:00:00.000-07:00

I didn't blog for long time ago..

Many things had happened during this few days.

Happy, Sad, Lonely, Bored, Shocked and so on...

I believed that myself is already turn back the "old" me.

I realized something..

Actually Love is patient, and what our loves express is true..

No amount of tragedy can tear
Or break the love I have for you.

Time has healed our many wounds, but has not erased the memory.
But we'll hold on, we'll stay together..right ?
We will get through this, THIS is only you and me.

Though we are young and still learning about ourselves, our world today..
In my heart, I'll always love you, you know it well.
And in my heart you'll always stay.

As days go by, as time progresses,
We will change, mature, and always grow.
But as we grow, there is one thing I will always know.
My love for you will never falter, it's always true.

We still have long way to go..

Hold my hand..

and we will walk together until we see the sun shine.

Every moment last forever..

You & Me

Happy 3 months

2010-07-11T01:10:00.000-07:00

It’s been 3 months since we first met..
Since we looked into each other's eyes, not realizing that we were meant to be together
It's been 3 months since we shared our first laugh, our first smile ^^
I remember how passionate we were.
And I am still here holding you just the same..
What I felt for you is still the same and that feeling will never change.

HAPPY 3 Months, baby

I Love you

(¯`v´¯)
`·.¸.·´
¸.·´¸.·¨) ¸.·¨)
(¸.·´ (¸.·´ (¸.·¨¯` ♥

Hurt..

2010-07-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

I look at the clock,
i know I am thinking of you all the time.
you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time.

I am so sorry. My heart very pain...

I don't know who can I talk with and what can i do now.

What I want to do is just hug u tight and say sorry to you

I did one thing that make you angry with me.

I don't know it will become like this, I am so sorry..

When you said the word " let us chill awhile first "

My heart was broken..It was so hurt

And now, I only know how painful love is..

I never feel this before and it was hurt..hurt deeply until I cannot breath well.

Baby, It was so hurtful..

I think this is what people say " Heart broken ".

I am sorry for everything I did today..

I know we need some time..

But baby, I wan to tell you I love you..I really need you

sorry ?

Raindrops

2010-07-07T05:53:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt the rain?
To me, I feel like I am complete when I'm in the rain. To feel it with my heart..
over the buildings I watched it come. It was so beautiful..

I saw everyone running away from the rain but I am not.

I had my choice, I could have turned and run

I felt it fall all over me
for that while it was every thing..

By looking at the rain drops, I was on the phone with my baby girl
I had never felt so much joy before..

now at the end of every day
I'm wishing wanting and waiting for the rain at night ..

And now I was thinking about you, my baby.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH..so much

BlisS

2010-07-01T05:59:00.000-07:00

I already missing you now when I just with you 5 minutes ago..

Baby, I will keep your word on my mind.

Put your hand in mine now and forever

Baby, here I am to hold on you..
Loving you deeply, deep inside I always knew.. it was you,

you and me
Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny,
Every step I take forever more ...

I never had a thing to prove
Until there was you..
My heart lost all control to loving you

Now you're all that I know

You and me...

Your eyes, your smile, your touch, your kiss.
Your promise, your words..

Our everlasting bliss.

Brighter than stars

2010-06-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

I am so happy today, baby..

Here I am looking at the stars tonight..

You know I love watching night sky, right baby ?
I am thinking of you, thinking of me.
This love we share shines so bright,
Brighter then any stars my eyes can see..

Pictures of us race through my mind.. just like streaking stars across the night skies..
It’s like I’m seeing it through my own eyes

I can feel that you miss me and call my name, so clear like you are staying right here beside me
Sincerely I want to tell you, I miss you too.. so much

After I called you, I saw one star shines so bright and it’s just like you..
Looking down on me like you looking at me ( sweet )
I feel your presence, it leaves me feeling whole
I feel your warmth, it’s like my soul..

Missing you here, baby

I am writing it down, baby girl

2010-06-28T03:17:00.001-07:00

Baby girl, I am writing it down ..

This is the first time I got present from you and I felt so happy.

It was a Giorgio Armani perfume.

I appreciate whatever you gave me, baby ^^

When we sat in front of Club 9, you look at me with you sweet smile and the sweet smile you save only for me.
I love that you always seek to have your body close to mine, reaching out to touch to hold my hand and wrap your arms around me.

I love how you show me your care by looking for ways to make me feel your love..

Sometimes a man’s mind and tongue seem disconnected.

My mind realizes your wonderfulness, but my tongue might fail to tell you.
Maybe, since my eyes and brain see how very obvious
your lovely and caring you are,
I always think I don’t need to let you know.

In case there is any doubt about what I am thinking and feeling,
I am writing it down for you;
I always think,
you are the prettiest, smartest, most wonderful, kindest, most loveable girl in all the world.
I want to hug, kiss, love and adore you forever..

Heart-locked ♥ Michelle Lau

My Last One

2010-06-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

My heart is complete with the love we share,
I love you and as long as we are together..
I have everything I need.

You are with me always...
In a smile, a memory, a feeling or a moment we share.

You will be my Last One

Louis, L = Love

2010-06-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

I was sort of hoping,

That you would always be with me..baby

Like the lyric of the music,

And the music to a song.

Like the kind of thing that happens,

At a special place and time..

That will change our lives forever,

Like a fantasy of mine..

最深爱的女人

2010-06-20T06:15:00.000-07:00

你是我最深爱的女人..

你带给我幸福和快乐.

日夜想你

我爱你, baby

Late Night

2010-06-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

好久没有那么累了, 可是几累都好,

都会忘不了偷偷想念下你才入眠 ...

永远..Forever

2010-06-13T00:53:00.000-07:00

Baby, I need your love..

I am sorry. Maybe I love you too much and I scare I will lost you in my life.

My heart are always belong to you, my baby..

Since the first time I said I love You, and I mean it.

I will take care of you and whenever you need me, I will be there for you.

Baby, you are important for me so that I can continue to live happily.

Meantime, I miss you so badly, baby girl..

永远到底有多远?

I will say 只要心还在跳，永远会是很远...很远..

而短暂到底又有多短?

珍惜每一分每一杪, 时间就是永远..

I will love you with my heart forever and ever..

If I forget..

2010-06-11T12:56:00.000-07:00

You will never know what love is

Until it chokes your breath...

If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me,

I hope that you will remember while your not here with me..

I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for..

If I forget to tell you I want you in my life,

I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.

If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday,

I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain..

If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want,

I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got.

Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me,

I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need..

I love you still..

2010-06-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

After yesterday you went back home, I started to miss you

I would give everything I own,
And never even have to wounder why.
I would give everything,
I would do anything, to be your everything..

When I dream of you at night
I grab my pillow and hold it tight,
The sun, the cloud, the star it will rise
The feeling I get when I look in your eyes..

I started to feel that you are getting bored..

I don't know what should I do to make you feel better.

I will try another way to love you

The world crashing around my feet,
You know I love you, I put that on everything, baby..
I need the love that you give me.
Loving you more and more is something I adore.
Falling through a little crack as the days go by,
I want you back.

Respect for myself is something I lack.
I still remember the day we made contact.
Remember the way I made you feel,
All the love I gave was real.
With all this pain I cannot deal.
But never forget: I LOVE YOU STILL.. baby..

Night sky..

2010-06-06T03:21:00.001-07:00

I always like to look at the night sky..and missing you
And your love is so bright like a star ^^
it leaves me with a smile when i fall asleep at night,
when im dreaming hours seem as minutes
because i cherish every moment with you in it,
Waking up to your voice “good morning”
sends my heart and soul high a soaring,
love is said to last only forever..
I believe in forever. baby
I scare once day i will lost you..
but our love will prove stronger than our final breath,
what i am saying is i love you for heavens sake..

touch my heart

2010-05-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心..

能不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我的，但却是我最珍惜的，

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。

除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧...

爱 *

2010-05-21T08:34:00.000-07:00

不愿意你看见我的眼泪，因为怕你会心软，怕你不开心..曾经拥有过你的爱，这已足够..

只要你快乐，我也就快乐..

因为你的一切，我都在意.

如果你要离开我，我不会怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太爱你。

因为我知道，那是对你最深的爱。

Promise me..you won't let go

2010-05-14T07:13:00.001-07:00

I can feel you

You are so near

That i can see you the moment i close my eyes

Yet so far

That i cannot touch you

You are so near

That i can see you everywhere

In my mind

In my heart

The fact is that

You are far

And i'm missing you

Every heartbeat.. baby

Couldn't stand anymore..Miss

2010-05-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

You’re so far away from me

This isn't how it’s supposed to be.

This is just too hard, I want to be where you are..

I didn’t know I would miss you so much...

I can’t wait to feel your touch..

I miss your beautiful smile,

That’s something I haven’t seen in a while..

When i found you, you were lost and alone.

I loved and protected you with all the love i had..

you came to move me the same..

I miss being with you every second and moment everyday and every smile,

I see warming my heart knowing you love me and taking my hand for I was your girl..

I am waiting for your call tomorrow ^^

I just want to be with you

2010-05-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow u will come to Penang here..
I think of you lying on my bed,
And wonder if there is anything I could have said.
I can't sleep..
So, I went downstairs to get a coffee

I wish you were here,
But I know that you are still near..

I have to say that,

I miss you more and more each day..
There is so much more we had to say.
I know I will see you again,
But my life is just started to begin.

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true...

My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving.

I love you with everything I am, and more than anyone ever thought possible...

You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart...

"I Miss You"

Living in my heart

2010-05-07T12:41:00.000-07:00

At last, I wan to say to you

I will walk with you all the time..
Even if hardships ahead,
I will give you a loving hug everyday..
No matter whether the sky is sunny or gray,
I will shield you when harm comes over you
I will make your days happy ,
I love you and my love is here to stay

Although I am leaving you but my heart are always with you..

You live in my heart, I won’t break it apart.
even if it makes me to cry, I will still continue love you as much as i can..

I wanna be on you

2010-05-07T12:37:00.002-07:00

Being with you is what i need..
Feeling your love again is the spirit of my heart…
hearing u telling that you love is is the best thing in my life....

In my heart I can clearly feel that t

hese feelings is true ^^
A girl whom I can connect
And who has given me more than I expect.
When i think of you, words cannot describe,
i will always dream to be by your side..

I miss you so much.. michelle

I really do..

2010-05-07T12:37:00.001-07:00

Sitting on my roof top..
I’m looking at the moon tonight,
wondering if fairy tales could come true. ^^
I wonder if by some chance,
you’re thinking the same thought too..
The one thing in life that keeps me on my feet,

is the one girl I love who is caring and sweet.
The first time I saw I couldn't help but to look at you
And the day we talked in the car was the day that the flowers bloomed all around..^^
Your the one that I dreamed of all these days,
The one who I wondered..

You told me you loved me,

I couldn't be sure,

Until that day that I replied,

I love you too..

(¯`v´¯)
.`·.¸.·´
¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨ i love you , ♥

我真爱过，所以不后悔..

2010-05-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

失眠 ..
大家都在熟睡當中了
我卻在飃來飃去..

沒辦法入睡
腦子裏一大堆的事情飛來飛去的

好想念你..

我不會要求很多
只要我感覺我存在的價值就足夠了..

泠泠琴弦断开了散乱，我渐渐看透人世间的无畏繁华,
深深情牵最靠近家的海湾，我渐渐离去只留下无能的牵挂..

我接受改变，不是为了自己，是为了她

我尝试面对，也不是为了我自己，是为了她

我抗拒改变，不是因为自己，是舍不得习惯和陪伴的情

我抗拒改变，也不是为了我自己，是想坚持完全没有保障的情..

其实就是这么简单

一个肩膀和温暖

隔着再深的海洋

也不能把我们分成两半..

When the day I leave you

2010-05-07T11:00:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, I was very happy.

Then, we went out together...

We went to IKEA for lunch and then we hang out for a while.

I still remember you like a room that contain double-storey bed..

Then we went to One U to meet one of our friend..

walking around at there and we saw a Z4 BMW sport car..It was very nice and I love it

After we met up with our friend, we went for IRON MAN 2, while our friend, she need to accompany her "friend" to have fun :P

We actually forced ourselves to watch IRON MAN 2 because we have no more idea besides than that..

which and where we did not watch IRON MAN 1..^^ haha

Then, she came to see me before I leave my room..

and I know i gonna miss her..that feeling could not describe by a word.

we were so used to seeing each other everyday,

and now, for 2 weeks, i can't see you.

i seriously feel like dying soon..

And what i wan to say is

i really do not know that i love you this much, until now.

Look at me..

2010-04-22T06:38:00.000-07:00

It's been on my mind for a while..
Gotta get this off my chest...

Just looking at you and smiling a few times a day,
I've told you hundreds of times, you're the one I liked.
And I've told you,
You're the only one my restless mind can trust.
Though you thought I'd change my mind about you..

If you felt uneasy I smiled and told you that'd never happen.

The only thing I can see is your smile..
Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me,

If I briefly meet eyes with another girl, but my heart still with you.
Look at me..
Facing you, my feelings for you are love.
Though I soothe you countless times,
I'm gonna have a hard time without you.
Sometimes I lose my breath just thinking about you.

In endless fights and an endless sigh
I know I'm being selfish,
I only want you to stay with me.
I want this with my whole heart, this is my faith in you,
Don't leave me.. my heart

Louis Vincent

Again..

I am sorry

Song that I always listen

開不了口

安静 - 周杰伦

Unforgeable of your eyes

Just a smile :)

HAPPY 9 months

Just like what I said:

Since 11.4.2010, you came into my life unexpectedly and everything took a turn for the better.. your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak and the kindness u showed me all became a part of my life. Baby, Thank you for everything :) <3>

Remember, as we grow older together, as we continue to change with age,, there is one thing that will never change. "I will always keep falling in love with you.." From: The one who always loved you and stayed by your sideLouis

Baby

Warm or Cold?

Far far away..

Japan

I'm back

I miss you

Dream

Time heals

Never let go

Miss you

Excuses

Sweetheart

Is all about my girl

My 20th birthday :)

6 months baby ^^

Missing you again..

My Girl

Thank you, baby

Kiss good bye

Just saying

Shut ur mouth.

All I see is YOU

If you could only see yourself through my eyes and You would never, I bet, let me out of your sight... baby

Happy

简简单单

爱了

男女朋友

I Love you, my girl

Music & you..

Still missing..

2am in the midnight

4 months, baby ^^

Take care, baby girl

DOMOKUN will accompany you when I am not there ♥

I promise..

So sorry..

Dark Cloud

Way of Love

Happy 3 months

Hurt..

Raindrops

BlisS

Brighter than stars

I am writing it down, baby girl

My Last One

Louis, L = Love

最深爱的女人

日夜想你

Late Night

永远..Forever

If I forget..

I love you still..

Night sky..

touch my heart

爱 *

Promise me..you won't let go

Couldn't stand anymore..Miss

I just want to be with you

Living in my heart

I wanna be on you

I really do..

我真爱过，所以不后悔..

When the day I leave you

Look at me..

Remember, as we grow older together, as we continue to change with age,, there is one thing that will never change.
"I will always keep falling in love with you.."

From: The one who always loved you and stayed by your side
Louis